Didamesh

Didamesh
Didamet ama ...nashod sire sir negat konam nashod tu asaliye cheshat ghargh sham o bemiram.delam zaaf raft barat ama nashod but konam o behet begam az un ruzi ke fahmidam atre morde alaghat chiye kole khunam un bu ro mide nashod begam az un ruzi ke fahmidam muye boland dus dari kutah nakardameshun.nashod....
Nashod begam ke shaba ta 3 min be 5 sobh bidaram ... vase ye dalil ... 04:57
Kash mishod begam ... kash mishod begam fekr kardan bevto karam shode khabeto didan zendegim...
avazam kardi...bekhoda kheyli avaz shodam dg ye dokhtare shad nistam ye zene arum o ghamginam ke mikhande faghat.dg gerye ham ba seda o baraye jalbe tavajoh nis yavashaki o bisedast....
dg namaz khundan arumam nemikone piyade ravi halamo khub nemikone khardo dush gereftanam delamo baz nemikone...khoshk shodam...
ye bar dustam behem goft chera dg cheshat nemikhande ... va man taajob kardam ke halam az birun peydast...
Yadete migofti tu zamane hal zendegi konam??to hamishe tu zamane hal budi ama rastesh man hich vaght nabudam.avalesh ke hamash tu ayande seyr mikardamo bikhiyalo sar behava budam delam ye shahzade savar bar asbe sefid mikhas alanam ke .... hamash tu goshate ham micharkham.az un ruze avalemun ta hamin akharin didar... micharkham tu khateratam o beyne una shadi ro gom mikonam be jash hame ja mohamad mishe....
Che dardiye...nemidunam...ama....bizaram mikone gahi az nafas keshidan... az budan....
Baazi vaghtam azab vojdan khafam mikone.fekre khiyanat be aziztarin haye zendegim khoshiye fekr kardan be toro kuftam mikone...
Rasti miduni por rang tarin khatere tu zehnam chiye?? Kheyli vaght pisha saret ru zanuham budo manam muhato naz mikardameshun...ye tike az ahangemun umad tu zehnam o goftamesh........man mikham az in ruza delamo be darya bezanam......... to bi hava boland shodi o busidim...un ghashang tarin buse zandegim bud .